By His own hand–He leadeth me! He loves me, Jesus Christ loves me, I have in my mind this vision of little Chuck saying to this man, “Who are you?” “I’m Jesus little one, so who might you be??” This is my mind, my memories of little seven-year=old Chuck walking going where, to keep mom and dad together, because of the man, Rev. Cleaver, who could help me, and I learned a little about Jesus, how you loved little children, this after I walked from the back of the church, we always sat three rows from the last, all the way to the front of the church and to men had seen me coming, and they asked, “Do you want to know Jesus?” and I said yes, I want to know him, and this is what it took, and you Lord, You have followed me to Iowa, from California to Europe, and back, and back and forth until I got to Colorado State, and then again I was asked about you, and I remember a big man placing his strong arm around my shoulders and saying “Keep coming back. It works!” He had 5 years sober and I could not believe him and asked him, How did you get sober? I saw him again at a few meetings, but some would come to meetings again I wouldn’t see them ever again, and I said I was agnostic, and maybe atheist not really knowing what those words meant until I knew You, oh Lord I am so sorry it took me so long not knowing how much I needed you! I guess I can say I really do love You, that I never knew what You were doing for me until I looked back, and these people all along the way, some would come, and some would go! Oh Lord, I pray right now for a miracle for Marjorie, right now oh Lord, I hold
You in my heart and I write for Marjorie, and You know, do for her, oh Lord, what You have done for me. Fill my heart with Thy love, and let me hold these people in my Heart. This is such a love, I cannot escape, and I know where I have belonged.