God’ Lamb of repentence.

God became my like unto Life itself, and actual Life, as I accept in joy Loving-kindness,  the joy of redemption. I’m going home, I won’t turn back, for indeed even with this deep commitment I could still turn back, but with Jesus Help, my soul is in His Hand’s, I follow, and Lord Jesus, I’ve wasted with tears, so much of my life, and my doctor says I may have 20 years more to stand witness to His Love.I am so sorry that in blame misplaced in human-kind, that I thought it was you, God, and how could I know as a boy of seven it was my father and my mother who dragged m4e into poverty, all the dirt and squalor misplaced in that Pentecostal church that dumped me into the gate of hell those friends who just wanted to drag me down to the misplaced death and destruction. I forgive them all, now with my own repentance, I forgive me, father, mother, friends, enemies, every last human being, and I ask them forgiveness. Please, my friends, and family, nothing was your fault it just was, Ind it was out of the hands of this little boy/. Daddy, I forgive you, for you were ignorant, and that’s why you say to me you “are stupid,” but you were just ignorant. Dad, I forgive you, and it’s over, and you are not stupid, but far from it, and I forgive your guilt, and you need not be afraid of God as you are forgiven by me and the Blood of the Lamb. Amen.

 

Published by elgwyn

I was a University and community college instructor before retiring. I also worked in fast food restaurants, and retail stores. I am an ordinary man writing for because I want to write and because my education prepared me to write; BA English lit, MA English, EdS higher education, and MFA creative writing, free verse poetry and essays. Blogs are an answer to high-priced self-publishing. Walt Whitman had to self-publish his first 1000 copies of the 1855 edition of Leaves of Grass because in 1855 poetry did not sell. Most poets make a living in other ways than writing. Wallace Stevens was an insurance executive, and TS Eliot was a banker. Many writers teach, and always there have been writers who have written because they needed to express their thoughts and feelings. They wrote not necessarily to make money but to express "the old universal truths of the human heart" according to Faulkner. Here I reach a wider audience I missed than by self-publishing, and I stand a better chance to reach a wider audience for less expense than self-publishing. I self-published my first books, Winter from Spring, and Meditations on Gratitude; poetry and photo books which were easier to self-publish than to seek a not to seek a publisher company. This blog allows me to write for an interested audience because I write poetry and personal essays. I write for a friendly audience and present to you a slice of my writing. Perhaps you will enjoy what you read.

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