God became my like unto Life itself, and actual Life, as I accept in joy Loving-kindness, the joy of redemption. I’m going home, I won’t turn back, for indeed even with this deep commitment I could still turn back, but with Jesus Help, my soul is in His Hand’s, I follow, and Lord Jesus, I’ve wasted with tears, so much of my life, and my doctor says I may have 20 years more to stand witness to His Love.I am so sorry that in blame misplaced in human-kind, that I thought it was you, God, and how could I know as a boy of seven it was my father and my mother who dragged m4e into poverty, all the dirt and squalor misplaced in that Pentecostal church that dumped me into the gate of hell those friends who just wanted to drag me down to the misplaced death and destruction. I forgive them all, now with my own repentance, I forgive me, father, mother, friends, enemies, every last human being, and I ask them forgiveness. Please, my friends, and family, nothing was your fault it just was, Ind it was out of the hands of this little boy/. Daddy, I forgive you, for you were ignorant, and that’s why you say to me you “are stupid,” but you were just ignorant. Dad, I forgive you, and it’s over, and you are not stupid, but far from it, and I forgive your guilt, and you need not be afraid of God as you are forgiven by me and the Blood of the Lamb. Amen.